These past few days Randy has been battling bouts of nausea. Feeling sick makes him not want to eat but he still manages to "drink" his food every night.  His stamina is really low.  No energy to do much at all but sleep.  Sometimes you think he is sleeping and he's not, just can't keep his eyes open. 
So thankful the pain in his leg is gone and he doesn't have to contend with that anymore.


The boys and I still struggle everyday to understand and deal with this situation.  Feel guilty for going on with life while dad is struggling...but we need to keep going.  Sleep in our house is a long lost friend most nights.  Randy and I are so proud of the boys for still keeping up with school, work friends etc. 


Received a wonderful gift from Randy's cousin Karen.  She had a prayer shall made for him.  The whole time a lady was knitting it she prayed for Randy and then had it blessed.  Gave us some ideas to help ourselves with our own health.  She discovered through her and her family's own struggle with cancer that we need to make sure our bodies are more alkaline rather than acidic.  Cancer thrives in an acidic body.  You can get PH Ion Test strips at a local health food store to test your urine to find out what PH level your body is.  Karen also gave a recipe from an oncologist to help bring your body back in balance:
Boil water, NOT in a microwave.  add 1 teaspoon of baking soda, use 1/2 teaspoon of either natural organic honey or maple syrup.  Let it cool and sip on it.  It will take your body to an alkaline state where cancer cannot thrive.


As Randy can sip water, juice etc now I am making up this recipe for him and the rest of our family.


I found a link that has a PDF that shows which foods are more alkaline/acidic to help your choose the correct food to eat:
http://greenopedia.com/sites/default/files/media/alkaline_diet_by_degree.pdf




Love and God Bless
Kim


O God, our Creator, all life is in your hands from conception until death. Help us to cherish our children and to reverence the awesome privilege of our share in creation. May all people live and die in dignity and love. Bless all those who defend the rights of the unborn, the handicapped and the aged. Enlighten and be merciful toward those who fail to love, and give them peace. Let freedom be tempered by responsibility, integrity and morality. Amen